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[Jan. 14th, 2009|03:11 am] |
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I had hoped (I think we both hoped) that I was finally strong enough to look at this situation as you do.
I am still letting us down.
I'm sorry.
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 19th, 2008|08:39 am] |
I got a toy from my cereal box this morning,
and even though it isn't a toy I like, or even a toy I enjoy,
the fact that is was there had me smiling. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 4th, 2008|11:22 am] |
I feel like I'm starting over from nothing,
again.
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| even now, especially now |
[Oct. 22nd, 2008|03:49 am] |
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I can wait
I can wait
I can sit wondering what in world you think about
I don't think I'm ever gonna figure it out
After all the alcohol, the pretty words that devolve down to slurs
and drunken shouts,
I don't think I'm ever gonna figure it out
It's like some wild last frontier
you never know what kind of fight's gonna appear
That once begun can't be won, started out losing already and go all ten rounds
I don't think I'm ever gonna figure it out
The tired hits that fall below
I can't connect, yeah I know
I can wait
I can wait
I can sit wondering what in the world you think about
I don't think I'm ever gonna figure it out
I don't think I'm ever gonna figure it out
I don't think I'm ever gonna figure it out
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 12th, 2008|10:00 pm] |
God has pity on kindergarten children.
He has less pity on school children.
And on grownups he has no pity at all,
he leaves them alone,
and sometimes they must crawl on all fours...
Yehuda Amichai
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 27th, 2008|01:02 pm] |
bubbly brain and a few days left to go.
me minus the parts my body has spent the
last nineteen years building.
plus no solid food, and more slouchy thoughts.
Not to mention the hole in my ceiling
and the lack of power which has caused
everything in the freezer to melt,
and everything in the fridge to go bad. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 23rd, 2008|12:59 am] |
Sun, sun, sun, stay with me
don't go behind the clouds
I know that you'll go down
but while it's day,
let your light hit me cause if I lose you now
I fear I could bow out
and I don't know where I'm going to
when I get there,
I'll send for you and I'll know when I see it,
but be patient,
I swear I'll come through
so ride, ride, ride, ride your pony
but please don't ride him far no,
stay within the yard
it played out just like you told me
I'd scratch your pretty eyes
I'll put out those little lights
but your heart, I didn't break it,
no it was taken from you years ago
and the hole those older men pulled it through
it's still aching
let's be patient, you'll pull through
pull through
pull through
pull through
won't you?
and I've made
I've made up for my mistakes
cause of the pain of what I'd caused
won't be shit next to what I've lost
and I hated being fucking patient
so you waited
you waited
you waited
but I never ever came to
so sun, sun, sun
what are you doing?
you went behind the clouds
but all the rain came down
my old house is in ruins
if you would come out again
and dry up all the rain
then I'd climb right up again
like that spider in that nursery rhyme
and these tales,
well they're not meant to but it's time that we make them
come true
come true
come true
for me and you |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 13th, 2008|03:57 pm] |
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I just want to sleep forever
until you wake me up
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 31st, 2008|03:27 am] |
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You were no ordinary drain on her defenses
And she was no ordinary girl
Oh, Inverted World
If every moment of our lives
Were cradled softly in the hands of some strange and gentle child
I'd not roll my eyes so. |
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| Friendship |
[Aug. 26th, 2008|09:10 pm] |
I decided the words I was going to put here
would be better used somewhere else.
(so keep your eyes open, there might be something on its way to you) |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 21st, 2008|10:41 am] |
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In this town
even the good memories hurt
more than I can ignore.
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| Oceanographer's Choice |
[Jun. 5th, 2008|03:19 pm] |
Well
Guy in a skeleton costume
Comes up to the guy in the Superman suit
Runs through him with a broadsword
I flipped the television off
Bring all the bright lights up
Turn the radio up loud
I don't know why I'm so persuaded
That if I think things through
Long enough and hard enough
I'll somehow get to you
But then you came in and we locked eyes
You kicked the ashtray over as we came toward each other
Stubbed my cigarette out against the west wall
Quickly lit another
Look at that
Would you look at that?
We're throwing off sparks
What will I do when I don't have you
To hold onto in the dark?
Yes
Everybody's going to need a witness
Everybody's going to need a little backup
In case the scene gets nasty
You throw the attic window open
And I throw myself all around you
And night comes to Tallahassee
I don't know why it's gotten harder to keep myself away
Thought I'd finally beat the feeling back
It all came back today
And then we fell down
And we locked arms
We knocked the dresser over as we rolled across the floor
I don't mean it when I tell you
That I don't love you any more
Look at that
Would you look at that?
The way the ceiling starts to swerve
What will I do when I don't have you
When I finally get what I deserve?
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| (no subject) |
[May. 30th, 2008|03:57 pm] |
Back into old an old habit, or maybe it's a routine.
Either way, I never though I would find myself like this again.
I found the way out of it, but I messed that up so bad
that now I don't think I will find it again.
I wish I could hug you for an eternity
like I did in the doorway that one time
hundreds of nights ago. |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 20th, 2008|10:29 pm] |
I can't do this anymore.
(or at least I don't want to). |
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